Y'know what happens when you waste all your energy drawing? You get tired. Y'know what happens when you try yo draw when you're tired? You can't concentrate and draw anything functional. And y'know what happens when you try to go beyond this feeling of incomplete expression, when you try to close shut this void where self-deprecating echoes reign supreme?
Your art gets deleted because you used a copyrighted image of a monkey.
Or, at least that's what I guess happened. If you have any (kahum hum) personal insights on this subject, please notify me.
Don't expect me to do utter JACK SHIT for at least a week. I've been turned to ash and dust 'cus of this burnout.
Thetageist
In the future, using sources like Pixabay can help prevent the copyright part.
Take care of yourself.